11:45pm March 26th, 2009 By braceletseeds
Sometimes you push something away because you love it too much to keep it close to you. And as we go through life we think that'd we'd get better at doing this, but it only gets harder, and we become more stubborn and doubtful, making excuses along the way until weve gotten so far that you can't recognize what you started out with. But then we awake from a numbing slumber to realize that where we are isn't actually where we originally thought we would be. So we push away the fear, the sadness, and we do what we know is right, what is better for us and what is better for what we push away. And even though it's a terrible feeling, a feeling so strong that you begin to doubt the decision that you had struggled to make, you push yourself through the melancholy fog and hope to break through to the other side.
Or maybe I made the wrong decision.
Crap.
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